12.4.18

Trail of Questions

When you left me you left questions.

What was wrong with me?

Why didn’t you love me?

Why did everyone else deserve a father but me?

When you come back into my life you came with more questions.

Why now?

Why should I trust you?

Why should I give you the time of day?

All I see are countless questions, some your father left you with. Some you created with no capabilities of ever answering. Maybe you were searching for the answers to? I used to get so angry at the questions, but mostly because I knew that no answer would ever be good enough. You abandoned me. The damage had been done and I paid for it with my new innocence.

~R.K.Russell

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