Trail of Questions

When you left me you left questions.

What was wrong with me?

Why didn’t you love me?

Why did everyone else deserve a father but me?

When you come back into my life you came with more questions.

Why now?

Why should I trust you?

Why should I give you the time of day?

All I see are countless questions, some your father left you with. Some you created with no capabilities of ever answering. Maybe you were searching for the answers to? I used to get so angry at the questions, but mostly because I knew that no answer would ever be good enough. You abandoned me. The damage had been done and I paid for it with my new innocence.

R.K.Russell

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  1. Sometimes, answers just lead to more questions or more pain. Accept a no answer as an answer in order to make the best out of your life. Insightful post. Keep up the good work. Hope to see more from you. 😊😊😊

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    1. Thank you or this. Yes I’ve come along way with finding the comfort and the strength in everything I’ve been through. Just sometimes reminiscing on those old scars and old feelings help them continue to heal. I appreciate your feedback immensely.

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